Category: depression

poems and stories about my struggles with clinical depression

Sad Regrets

Sad Regrets

You say you love my used to beBut not the who i amYou want the old guy back againYou’ve waited all you can This message serves to tell youThat I’ve looked deep insideWith sad regrets, I tell youThe one you loved has died The one that’s left is needyA whiny little bitchYou want me to …

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A Stranger in My Head

A Stranger in My Head

When I look into your eyesThe nothing is so strongI don’t know when it got thereIt’s been so very long. The love that once I thought we sharedWas nothing but a mythI’m nothing but a paycheck,Not a partner to be with. “No one else would love you.”You said, to break my heartThe only reason I’m …

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Clearance

Clearance

Looking out the windowThinking to myselfMy life is just on hold now,A mark-down on the shelf You put me up on clearanceNo one would pay full priceA red-tag, blue light specialGoing once! Now, going twice! A dented can and day old breadAre now my two best friendsYou’ll find me up on CraigslistJust scroll down toward …

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I’ve Let Myself Down

I’ve Let Myself Down

The day has been dismal I’m glad that it’s gone It’s cold in the room And I’m here all alone It’s dark but, no matterI’ll turn on the lightIt seems to do nothingTo chase off the night I’m sitting here lonely The sadness is near It sits right beside me Singing into my ear The …

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